So I haven’t got a single idea for what to do for senior project. Daryl wants us to have something to show tomorrow night, and I’ve got nothing. He says at this point we should just be making work, any work, on our own. Two problems with this: One, I have no time. Two - and this is the big one - design is a discipline largely motivated by creating work for other people.
The last three years have not prepared me for the prospect of creating what is essentially art for arts sake that falls under the heading of “design” on command. They have prepared me, instead, to take other peoples specific, restrictive, and sometimes ridiculous demands and create something great.
I can draw, paint, write, or photograph something for my own pleasure. I can do those things for the sake of doing them, and for the sake of creating. That’s easy. That involves sitting in my room, unfolding the easel and opening drawers full of paint, paper, pastels, wire, and that one container full of dead bees. That’s easy to get started. I have lots of ideas for art. Design is another matter.
The problem with this class is that it is one that is not taught like a design course. It’s taught like a fine arts course. Photographers may venture into the commercial realm, but theirs is a discipline rooted in fine art. Design may take technical aspects from fine art, but it’s purpose is completely commercial, and therein lies the problem with Senior Project, graphic design, and the all important gallery show.
When graphic design is put up in a show, it’s almost always work that the designer has created for a client, or to promote themselves. It is almost never something created just for the sake of creation.
I can create art for myself. And some of it may even be created in ways similar to design projects, but I would not call them graphic design, because their similarity is only on the technical level. My artistic roots are drawing and painting. I got into college with a portfolio full of acrylic paintings and pastel drawings. There was not one single bit of anything you could call graphic design in the entire thing. I can create work suitable for a senior show, but it would not be graphic design.
Here, I need to be careful, because I don’t wish to offend, but I have yet to see a senior show at Chester put on by a graphic designer that I was impressed by. Calendars and movie posters, and type exercises. It was all nice to look at yes, and it showed good technical prowess, but every single one of them has been lacking in concept and communication. None of them had any restrictions on them, like a real-world project would. They were all too easy.
I want to escape from that for my own project, but I don’t think I can. I don’t think the format of the class allows for it, because it is aimed at the fine arts by being so open-ended. I could come up with an idea and set my own restrictions, of course, but they wouldn’t really be limiting if I came up with them, because anything I came up with would be too easy to get around.
The bottom line here is that I want to do something that will make people stop and go “holy fuck.” I think.
I think the problem might be that I don’t know what I want from this.